You deserve a better one....

最近我和她的感情很好，还不错。今天还带她到教堂去。连我的朋友也很喜欢她，这是我最引以为傲的。可是最大压力的，还是她身边的朋友不喜欢我，因为要陪我的性格吧，也许。。。我是这很努力的挽回他们的心，信望他们接受回我。有时候还会超越我的底线。。我真在想，我应该发脾气了吗？而且，我觉得，当我在把知识都传授于一个人，而那个人根本对我反感。我觉得自己很愚蠢，很多余，为什么我要这样。。。对于她在我面前表现还不错，还说很友好。。在我背后对我反感。。。世界上假人很多，我该怎么办？sometimes I just wonder, how long I could endure it? I couldn't bet our relationship upon those of her friend... I could tell them, our breaking up all because of yours, but they might just forget after all... I shouldn't bet something not worth to it, but it really makes me going crazy somehow... It's helpless, and got no idea how to change someone heart... I don't mind for a stranger to hates me, but it shouldn't be her friend, it shouldn't be.... Unlimited pressure overload towards me, what can I do? =(